Jesslyn-ism

{ G E T T I N G T I R E D }

2010-05-21T00:34:00.000-07:00

Well, things get up and down so fast. Today up tomorrow it will be a totally down. I dont expect much but 1 thing that until today I cant even accept is when people doesnt recognize my existence. HOW CAN THAT BE? Yes people may forget but that's not a good thing to do. I feel so sensitive for such thing. God I hope you could help me strengthen my such mentality. :(( I'm super frustrated. So I can only tell you my LORD. D:
My prayer today is totally for my MOMMY DADDY. They are the 2 person in this whole wide world that i really want to love my whole life. Nothing can be compared to them. LOVE THEM!!
Today is quite blend with nothing except praying to GOD. This saturday is my water baptism. I hope I can build my relationship with God stronger and not downgrading. Thanks for everything Lord. Every seconds that you give I will cherish with my whole life because I may not know what may comes next. It may be gone and it may be there. STRENGTHEN ME O LORD.
NIGHTIIESS
Jae

{ S P E C I A L }

2010-05-18T20:36:00.000-07:00

This is my first post since I move to Seattle. Oh yeah Seattle is great. I like it here. Although the first week I was really wanted to move to LA with koko. Here is just fine.
Okay. here is where I will let all my secret go. First of all I witnessed alot of God's wonder here in Seattle. Start from school, friend and daily routine. He speaks to me, He guide me, He taught me and He save me. He is wonderful. Experience him too.
Okayy. So God know alot about me since He created me.
He even send one of His beloved son to always be there for me. I found someone here who I think is someone that send by God to always be there for me. He is very kind and understanding. Okayy so basically, just think of this. If someone treat you nicely and care for you. Will you fall for him? Heyy we are Girls you know. Who doesnt fall for such treatment. Okayy so that is how naive I am. I fall for him somehow but I know God has a plan for me. So I leave everything on His hand. Okayy thats it for today. :))
LOVE LOVE. JAE JAE

{HAPPENED}

2009-10-02T21:25:00.000-07:00

hahaha. It's better late than never right . My blog post is late. Okay so now I don't have any thing to share about my Jae Beom . However, I have my life story to share. Okay so Prelim was hard for me, I really tried super hard for this time and also with the help of my God. He is super great (: . I never imagine that sth like that can happened to me.

Now, I'm at Indo having my short holiday and registering for next year Glendale Community College in North LA. Okay so the intake will be on Feb. Which also mean my sweet 17 birthday will be delayed until my summer holiday which is in June . Sad :(

Anyway, the person asked me whether I wanna go Seattle. She was like, Seattle environment is great, they have cool breeze there. Actually I wanted to asked her, is the school near edmond? However, I believe that Jae Beom will deffinitely be back to Korea so it's useless for me to go Seattle just for him. What if I go Seattle and he is back . It's so wasted hahahahaha.

My flight back will be on Monday very early in the morning so I can only be back to school on Tuesday. That will be the only day I see Monica as she will be going back on Tuesday afternoon. Hahahahahah.. I'm back and she's gone. We do take turn. nahh just kidding .. hahaha

So here is a photo I take in the supermarket . I think it's super cute and I like the way they write and design the take. This photo is a tag from a bottle of Pocari Sweat .. Lame me (:

then a video to share :) .

Sandara Park (산다라) feat CL & Lee Minho (이민호) - Kiss (키스) Full MV

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=04bG4Um2NZY

that's it.

Love Jesslyn

{ LOVED }

2009-09-18T09:23:00.000-07:00

Okayy ... so thanks to Estelle :)
She send me a sms to watch this video that made by a fan of Jae Beom. The lyrics was super touching & I hope that if Jae Beom watch it he will realize how big is his come back to us ( all the fans) :))
Jae Beom is tottaly Loved!

here is the link : www.youtube.com/watch?v=sEuo3I-q2L0

{ after-story }

2009-09-18T03:11:00.000-07:00

tonight I'll be staying at my own house :))
although just now have some fight with mommy and sist
but anyway it's solve..
then we go eat at another korean restaurant at square2
ytd was at your woul at united square :)
I was discussing with mommy just now about the sale that is going on at Seoul it will end on Nov 25
which also mean , I still can catch it
ahahahaha
then she also discuss about nxt year's sweet 17 party.
I don't know how to decide though :(
hahahaha
anyyywayyy~
I took some pict wif my sis today :)
I posted it on FB but I here is one of it :)

Oh ya . I also found a video and a link mentioning that Jae Beom's case has gotten betters so there might be a chance Jae Beom is coming back to Korea.. hahahah I was reding that thing at around 1 am ytd . maybe thats also the reason why I miss my school hahaha.. Jae Beom you drive me nuts man! xD

here's the video link : www.youtube.com/watch?v=M3HpHOWCHYYM

Web for the translation : available at the right side bar of the youtube video

Then I found this video about Jae Beom. I like this video because the MC was explaining as if he is supporting Jae Beom and encouraging Jae Beom to come back . He mention about " lets hope Jae Beom will be back to Korea as soon as possible and 2pm will perform again as 7 members together!" COOL love it :)) www.youtube.com/watch?v=eIUri0vFN1c

{ END }

{ Beginning }

2009-09-17T09:43:00.000-07:00

Hahahaha ..
all day long . the songs that I sing are all by 2pm.
I think I'm too obsessed to Jae Beom . I shld not let this go on. Old story should not repeat again :)
Next year I'll be going LA not Seattle must tell myself !!
hahahaha
I really hope Jae Beom is coming back to Korea soon.
as I watch all his video, I really wish to see the newest video of him :))
All we got to do is support him on whatever his decision is hahaha..
I feel like making a mv . but the problem is what are all the software I need to create it .
The editing of the voice, video and sound system. hahahah
I hope everything will go with the flow.
anyway, my mommy tell me next year I can go to Korea for a month
that whats make me going crazy for the whole day .

{ended}